I am lost…
and I don’t know my way. I want the help of those how have taken this journey before me, but I know I need to face this journey alone.
Dreams are only an extension of your conscience thoughts. Change your thoughts, change your dreams.
I hate the feeling of being lonely. It’s like this burning pain inside your soul that only one person and fill…
but unfortunately this person is no longer around. This hole just keeps growing and at some point you feel like it’s to much to handle, like it will consume you alive.
I always want people I can’t have, ugh someone just like me back for a change!
the star at night are big and bright *clap* *clap* *clap* *clap*
deep in the heart of Texas!
Gotta love Made In America :)
It feels like the world is crumbling around me and I can’t do anything to stop it.
I can’t do this by myself anymore, I need to ask for help.
Fall semester is going to be a bitch
I’m taking 20.5 credits which translates into I’m take 12 fucking class.
I hope I don’t drive myself crazy, but I have a feeling I will :/.
I guess I’ll just have to buckle up and deal.
Sorry if you’re tired of my complaining about my life, I’m just super stressed and I’m having a hard time right now. Just bear with me please.
i honestly dont think i could ever come out to my mother. i can’t even imagine how she would react. would i even be able to live in the house anymore? would she see me as a failure? would she feel like she failed her children? i don’t think i cant do it. she already has one gay daughter how is she doing to feel like she had two? i’d rather live a lie then to hurt my mother. you may say i’m wrong, but it’s my choice.
What do you guys think, should I get dreads?
I really want dreads, but I’m too scared of the commitment.
